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Day2of21 SOAP Challenge

No Compromise

S – Daniel 6
v. 5 Finally these men said, ” We will never find any basis for charges against this man Daniel unless it has something to do with the law of his God”
 
O – since the time that Daniel was new as a captive of the king, since his young age up to this point that He is already an administrator in the palace, he didn’t change. He stood out in the crowd, he was so distinguished, distinct that he was a magnet for envy. But even so he was envied by many, there’s nothing that can set him up and make him fail. Those who envied him, when they can find nothing wrong with Daniel have been left with no choice but to attack him about his God. We can be sure if we are a true follower of Jesus if, like Daniel, life can’t trouble us unless it’s about compromising our God. But rest assured that if we chose God and did not compromise, we shall be delivered by those attacks.
 
A – if other people will look at at me, can they find fault in me as follower of Jesus? Yes. I am not the best follower that I am and thus I’m giving blemish to the name of my God. Thus, I am worst than those who do not associate their name with the name Jesus. I am not like Daniel yet, but I desire to be like him – to be a woman of integrity that no one can’t find any fault in me. I should not compromise. If given with options, the choice should always be God. No bargains. No what-ifs  My answer should always be God.
 
P – Lord, forgive me for not being at my best. Forgive me for having broken integrity. For not giving my all to you. Starting this moment, I’m all yours. I know that you only want my all, but still I want to give not just my all but my best, until the day that comes that people will find no fault in me. I desire to be a person of integrity, make me pure and sincere always. From my thoughts, emotions, choices and lifestyle, make me whole. It will not be an easy road, just like now, I’m experiencing the pain of letting go, but I’ll endure, because greater is the joy I’ll receive from the things You’ll give me than the joy from the things I’m taking by force. I love you, Lord. Amen

Day 1of21 SOAP Challenge

S – Daniel 5

O – this passage shows the difference of Nebuchadnezzar and Belteshazzar’s reign. How come or how did it happen that king Nebuchadnezzar lived and reigned longer than Belteshazzar. How come God gave Nebuchadnezzar a chance of redemption while Belteshazzar received none and was immediately punished or disciplined? It is the power of knowing. Belteshazzar knew all that has happened to his father yet he kept it to no account and did what he wanted to do and dishonored God. By knowing what is right and wrong and we should not do but still doing it is arrogance and dishonoring before God and greatly displeases Him that could lead us to immediate discipline or punishment.

A – for so long, I knew what was right from wrong. What is right doesn’t just mean not sinning but taking into account what God has to say in every aspects of my life. With what I am doing now, especially not having my devotion, I am not doing what is right and I am not honoring God. I will start first with my devotion, it doesn’t necessarily mean I have to like what I’m doing now but because I want to honor God that I’ll do it. Second is pleasing God, that before I do something, I have to ask whether God will be pleased or not.

P – Lord, forgive me for I was like Belteshazzar. I know that what I am doing is wrong but still I did it. Forgive me for bluntly dishonoring you. Humble me and make me sober. Break my heart so that I’ll knew how much I’ve angered or hurt you. Remove the callousness in my heart, and make it tender before you once again and that by your grace, I’ll be able to do this regularly..

Especially For You.. :)

Gaano ka-halaga ang mga katagang
“You are special to me”
“You mean so much to me” and
“I will always be here for you”?

Hindi pala dapat basta-basta na lang nagbibitaw ng mga katagang ‘yan.
Mabigat ang ibig sabihin niyan.
May malalim na kahulugan.
At para sa mga nakakarinig, maaaring makapagpasaya at makapanakit
ang mga katagang iyan.

Magbibitaw ka lang dapat niyan
Kung kaya mong panindigan.
‘Un ang tinatawag nating commitment.
Hindi lang siya para sa mag-boyfriend
at mag-asawa.
Sa kahit anumang relasyon,
kahit sa kaibigan at lalung-lalo na
sa pamilya.

Mas maganda nga siguro
Kung hindi mo na lang sabihin, ‘di ba?
Dahil kung nagagawa mo ‘yan
Kahit hindi mo pa bigkasin,
Kahit implied lang kumbaga
Malalaman at malalaman ng taong
“special” sa iyo ‘yan..

Gayunpaman, hindi sana maging excuse sa’tin
ang pagiging tahimik na lang.
Na dahil hindi na tayo nakapagbitaw ng mga ganitong kataga,
hindi na tayo kikilos at susubok
para maiparamdam sa iba na special sila sa atin.

sabi ng isip ko:
pero, kailangan ba talaga ‘un?
na maiparamdam sa kanila ‘un?
kung mahal nila tayo
tatanggapin nila tayo sa gitna ng mga pagkukulang natin, ‘di ba?
hindi na nila hahanapin pa un…

sagot ng isip ko naman: (schizo me)
actually, gagawin mo un
hindi dahil ini-expect nila
pero outflow na lang un
kung sincere ka
lalabas at lalabas un
without effort..
hehe. :))

magkagayunman,,
kung ako naman ang mapagsabihan ‘nun
hindi rin dapat ako mag-e-expect, ok?
hindi nga dapat mag-a-assume..

if they will treat me nicely
i’ll appreciate it
and i’ll be thankful of it

and if i treat someone nicely
i shouldn’t expect that the favor be returned to me
because i’m doing it to give
not to receive
to bless
and to be a blessing..

…(just a thought)…

Mission: I’mPossible

I have a dream –  a very big dream.

I want that someday, people will ask me, “how did you do it?”

and I will answer them, “I didn’t, Jesus did through me.” 🙂

I am easily inspired and motivated by books and stories about people who have made it to the top.

I am really fascinated with them.

I don’t want to settle by just being inspired and motivated by them.

I have this dream that someday, I, too will inspire and motivate others.

I don’t just want to read or watch stories about people and how they did it and how they experienced.

I want to experience it firsthand.

I want to feel the exact emotions they felt while achieving their dreams.

I want to be like them.

I know the first step.

That is not letting my limitations limit me.

And not to accept the things people say I can’t.

Well, I’m into sales right now.

People would shot me a look saying, “I’m foolish”

as if saying I will not reach anything with this.

Well, they might be right, they must’ve experienced it

But I don’t want to give it up, just because some said so.

This time, let me be hard-headed.

This is what I want, and I want to breakthrough.

I don’t want to go with the flow.

It’s craziness, I know.

In foolishness, some people might have judged me already. (or I’m judging them, :D)

Telling me that beings in sales is degrading.

Especially when I have a  professional license.

It’s as if I’m wasting my four years of study for nothing.

I’m not wasting it, I’m actually applying it. 🙂

You won’t see others doing sales because they don’t want to look low.

As if being a sales man is low-profiled. Tsk.

I want to break that ideology.

It is not degrading. It is not low-profiled.

It is a decent job and it teaches me a lot.

One of it is goal setting (this i have to take up on another article)

and a lot more coming up. 🙂

 

So this is how my dream began.

This is how I started it.

See you at the end. ###

 

P.S.

Ha! I really have a high dream.

it’s mission impossible.

but I daresay, it’s possible! I’m Possible!

because i will not go through this alone.

God will be with me.

Two things I will ask..

 

Why not you?

Why not today?

Friendship Like a Jello

FINNAAAALLLLYYYYY! better late than never for this post.

what a corny me.. hehe.

as in! ngayon pa? tagal na nating magkakasama.

sa eskwelahan. sa simbahan. sa kulitan.

‘yun na nga eh, tagal na nating magkakasama,

kung hindi ngayon, kelan pa?

kelan ko pa masasabi sa inyong ‘SALAMAT’ at ‘I LOVE YOU’ (eew!)

kung hindi ngayon, kelan pa?

bukas makalawa o kung hindi na tayo ganun kalapit pa sa isa’t isa?

sa totoo lang, kulang ang isang blogpost para sa lahat ng gusto ko sabihin..

hmm, pampam pa nga at inilabas ko sa madla.

well, sobrang proud ko lang na nakasama at nakilala ko kayo.

mamatay sila sa inggit. hehe

SALAMAT. sa lahat ng panahong ating napagsaluhan. hindi  man madalas na tayo ang magkakasama. wala man tayong tawagan sa isa’t isa. aminin pa nga natin, hindi rin tayo madalas nandyan para sa isa’t isa.

SALAMAT. kasi alam ko na kahit magkagayon man, gagawa pa rin tayo ng paraan na magkasama-sama, kahit sa konting panahon lang. wala man tayong tawagan, alam natin na mahalaga tayo sa bawat isa, at bawat sakit at kibot na nararamdaman ng isa man sa atin, lahat tayo nakakaramdam. at kahit hindi  madalas na nandyan tayo para sa isa’t isa, sa pisikal lang ‘yun. dahil sa isip at kalulwa (awoo!) alam kung nandyan tayo pagala-gala.. (so weird ng sulat ko)

SALAMAT. kasi patuloy nating tinatanggap ang isa’t isa sa kabila ng ating mga pagkukulang. andami na nating pagkakamali, at minsan tayu-tayo pa ang naghuhusgahan, pero lahat iyon ipinagsasawalang bahala, at sa bandang dulo, tayu-tayo pa rin ang magpapaalalahanan at makikipaglaban para sa kapakanan ng  isa’t isa.

SALAMAT. dahil sa araw-araw na tayo’y nakikibaka (naks!), hindi tayo nakakalimot magbahaginan ng ating mga natutunan. salamat sa mga gabay at munting aral na nabibigay natin sa isa’t isa.
‘I LOVE YOU’. (ang corny talaga.. >_<) haha. sa aking katahimikan (which is minsan lang mangyari) mahal ko kayo. hindi man tayo ganun ka showy sa isa’t isa at nakokornihan man tayo aminin ito, alam ko mahal natin ang isa’t isa.
Lilipas na naman ang mga araw, hindi ko alam kung kelan uli ang susunod nating galaan.. 🙂 hehe.. marami rin pwedeng magbago sa mga araw ng katahimikan. Hindi din natin pwedeng pangalanan o sukatin ang ating samahan, at kung gaano katimbang sino kay nino. Pero alam ko, at secured ako.. Kung anuman ung ating pinagsamahan, at iyong kasiyahan sa pagitan ng mga panahong yaon, alam ko lahat yun totoo at walang halong plastikan – genuine kumbaga. walang label, walang tawag, walag grading kung gaano tayo ka-close sa isa’t isa. close o open? hindi ko alam. pero salamat sa ginintuang karanasan..
alam niyo na siguro kung sino kayo. hehe. 🙂 aylabyuol..

doodsmoods

PRESENTING…

Petty Me

“control yourself, for at the end of the day, the only being you can dictate is yourself.”

“adjust, for if you ask them to adjust. to heed, they will not.”

“be sensitive.”

“be mature”

“do not be selfish and think of what might others feel”

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

i blew it up again. yeah, i’ve broken down again. i wasn’t able to control myself and walked out while they are making fun of me. to be honest, what they’re laughing about is petty.

Yes! I overreacted. So exaggerated…

if others were on my shoe, they might not have reacted the way I did.

Instead, they would have tease back and fought back.

if others were on my shoe, they might have been able to control themselves and have not broken down the way I did.

if others were me, they would have responded maturely and didn’t spoiled the moment and didn’t made others worry. so here I am, disappointed of myself. Again, I messed up. So difficult for me to adjust and to change my attitude. To be a woman with character is indeed a very long way..

In fact, i have not yet reached the first step. 😥

BUT

-am I to be blamed? am I the only one who needs to reflect and change?

-do I have to say sorry for being that way?

-do I have to say sorry that I spoiled their moments and made them worry?

-do I have to say sorry for being petty and easily irritated?

-do I have to say sorry for being me, and for being not who I should be?

 

 

 

 

 

 

Vol. 2 Ch. 8 P. 4

yep! let us save it in our own small ways..

The Background Story

coron, palawan, kayangan lake

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STRANDED

“Habagat” is gone.

At first glance, i am unaffected.

Ha! That’s what i thought.

Not knowing that even before “Habagat” came

I am already flooded.

STRANDED actually.

Flooded not with water but with messy clutters in my life.

Heart issues I didn’t think I have until the truth hit me.

I didn’t know that I am again allowing them to take over me and drown me.

I was not updated with the weather forecast.

I didn’t turn the radio on.

I was not informed that a “storm” has already made an entry in my heart.

And it has done major damage in me.

Now I’m struggling in this flood.

I’m fighting the waves to survive.

But the trashes keep pushing me downwards,

drowning me more.

These trashes clogged my heart,

and the flood cannot go out.

I AM STRANDED.

I need help.

I need my LIFEGUARD to rescue me.

He knows what to do.

He has the means.

He’s the only one who can save me.

I know He will be here.

I heard His voice.

It was Him who called out my name.

It was Him who told me

I AM STRANDED.